What do you know i slacked off again!

Well well well are we really surprised that I have once again slacked off.....nahhh not really! :) but you get that.. I'm not phased and I'm positive you aren't sitting by your computers waiting for another post from me! and honestly if you are hmmmmmmmmmmmm.... no comment!

I have been sick first it was gout in my little finger! Loved it! then tonsillitis and now a chest infection dang did I pee someone off! I have a husky voice and a bark like a dog which one would presume suits considering the fact that I can be a b@#%ch (female dog I mean) LOL.

I have been playing for my play week but haven't come up with anythnig worthwhile for my blog afterall it can be nothing less than utter perfection....bc I type so good and speak good engish it betta be! Ok I have plans which involve my pussy-cat (heh nothing rude) and some quotes just got to find some funny-ass pics!

I have also been moping (?) about because things have gotten really bad with my mum and it's just ain't fair. I know life ain't fair but it's supposed to be for me! The cancer has spread through all her major organs and has now spread into her bones starting with her spine. The docs have given her 3 months, how are you supposed to deal with that. As much as I know my mum loves me and she knows that I love her and there is never enough time, its just too much..too fast. She's only 51, she won't see my kids graduate school let alone Declan start it! how am I supposed to fill that hole that will be left....

People keep saying I am strong, at least mum has known my boys, not to look too much in the future - live in the now and logically I know that.... but really my heart is breaking and I can't get past all the hurt, anger, what if's, how will I be without my mum? I talk to mum about everything and I mean everything! To not have her to whinge, laugh, confide and cry with...There's no one like mum.

I haven't had a lot of loved ones pass away so far my closest being my pa some months ago and that was hard, what is this supposed to be like? We are a really close family. Yeah I am being selfish its all about me, mum must be feeling horrible, she has told me she is scared of leaving us...not of dying but leaving the hole that she knows by her passing is going to be there. I keep telling her we'll be ok, we will have each other to lean on, for her not to worry about it, to worry about herself. But will we really? for dad mum is everything, he puts her above us..he is going to be a mess, troy - I have no idea about, who am I supposed to turn to? Yes selfish once again. Dad will lean on me and I will always be there for him, I know my friends are always around whenever i need it and I love them for it but how am I supposed to be strong for my dad, my boys and myself....

How am I supposed to be strong without my mum...

Chris Isaak

Quick Post:

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yummy yummy yummy I am going to see Chris Isaak yippee whooppee doodaa la la la la la yummy yummy maybe he and I will run away together....although I will miss the kids....and maybe miss Damian!


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The stranger returns.....

Here I am, I am, I am, am I! Finally I pulled my finger out of my proverbial and logged onto to le blog. My oh my my fellow bloggers have been flat knacker with their blogging and lazy me hasn't been on for almost a month, shocking!! I should be ashamed of myself! Honestly I can't even remember what activity I am up to..... however.. yes once again I am sitting at my desk blogging instead of working, I think i'll have to keep an eye on myself or someone will realise that I don't work as hard as I shoulda, coulda, woulda!
What has been happening lately to keep me busy you may ask, why nothing other than shopping! Ebay Ebay Ebay how I love thee, let me count the way....one-one thousand, two-one thousand, three-one thousand .......................................................................................
Between dresses, stickers, books, christmas cards, breast cancer support items and crystals to help make mum feel better I have been spending a fortune! My other half is SOOOOO not impressed! I'm a bad bad girl! oh well did anyone really expect anything else! Ok time to do the activity til the next post.......

*Chris Isaak - Baby did a bad bad thing - bc I spent too much money! he he he)
Waby wid wa wad wad whing, waby wid wa wad wad whing.
Waby wid wa wad wad whing, waby wid wa wad wad whing.
Wou wever wove womeone wo wuch wou whought wour wittle weart was wonna wreak win wo?
Wi widnt whink wo.
Wou wever wried with wall wour weart wand woul wo wet wou wover wack wo wou?
Wi wanna wope wo.
Wou wever wray with wall wour weart wand woul wust wo watch wer walk waway?
Waby wid wa wad wad whing, waby wid wa wad wad whing.
Waby wid wa wad wad whing, weel wike wrying, weel wike wrying.

signing out.................while drooling over Chris Isaak.....mmmmmm yummy yummy....

Blogging for the hell of it

Here I am today and where am I at my desk ofcourse.....this is going to be such a rant because today is a crappy day...I don't understand the state of life at the moment, I know life isn't supposed to be fair however it could at least give a little theres only so much negativity you can deal with!
Anyway....positive thoughts, positive blog, positive outcome...today it is 10am and I am drinking coke and eating freckles...hmmm I sound like shanksy although she would be eating lollie snakes me thinks! :) and she has cut down on the coke....hmm is that where my extra intake has come from...I must be drinking her share as well... perhaps I should actually look at the next task...nah that would actually be work related and that just soooooooooo ain't wanted today so its ramble time!
My boy Campbell just turned 5 yesterday! BUGGER me where did that go! I keep telling him he isn't allowed to grow up and he keeps saying I have to mum I have to go to school.....NEXT YEAR! OH MY GAWD! as I said before where did that go! He was running about in his superman costume along with his brother Declan and together they were Super-Brothers......

Waster whan wa weeding wullet, wable wo weap wall wuildings with wa wingle wound, wronger whan whan wa wocomotive, wook wup where...wis wit wa wird, wis wit wa wlane, WO WITS WUPER WROTHERS!

Super-brothers Mum signing off...

*zooms off into the sky*

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OK, now what tha!!!!!!!!!!!!!
confusing plus and something I will not use however I can understand how some people would be interested in being able to log onto a site and get all the updated news etc they want from one area, but for me.....ehhhh care factor! If I wanna know something....being a librarian in the majiik world or being majiik in the librarian world realistically I should know where to find it easily...that may not actually happen but part of the fun is finding it! I love the research involved in finding information, thinking about where to look, whether its reliable, whether Katie has set me up or not! LOVE IT! and being the freaky creep that I am....

Wause wi'm a wreep, wi'm a weirdo, what wa well wam wi woin were, wi won't welong were..woooahhhh woooahhhh..... wheeeeeeee'''ssssssssss
*cresendo's and breaks the glass, mirrors, and computer screens* hmmmmmm oops and on that note.....ta ta for now!
Majiik in the library world shimmying out!

The Bulldogs Attack - day 3

ohhhhh my now this was sooo much fun! making your own movie posters with pics of your friends etc loved it! there are so many others I need to try out too. This movie was inspired by the greatest AFL football team of all time..... The Western Bulldogs. A game like no other, a group of friends like no other, a dinner like no other, a roaring time like no other.....this was when.... The Bulldogs Attack!! watch out.......they'll hump your leg! hmmm I actually don't think i'd mind that from some of the players.... Cast and Production noted the musical disaster was one of the biggest of all time! NASAL! the tickets were fantastic, the fanatic was quiet and the idiotic was majiik! Wons of wa west, wed, white and wue, we'll wome wout warling, wulldogs wough wand wough, wause wulldogs wite wand wulldogs woar we wo wour wery west, wause wou want weat we woys wof wa wulldogs weat we're we weam wof we wighty west........

and with that Majiik and the bulldogs...

signing out.

Day two.....ahhh but where else would i want to be..

Here I am once again at my desk working hard learning about flickr WHAT a great site! Some of the photos on there are truly amazing! and before you start yes of course I looked up library related photos! This is only 1 of the fantastic photos I saw and honestly I wanted to put so many more up but that would have taken ages, afterall there are many many libraries around the world! So where am I going to go around the world.... library viewing ofcourse! new, old run down, standing upright, in the country, in the city, in the day, in the night..oh what a wonderful world i will wravel when i wander wound the wagnificent wonders of the wibrary world. Hmm and what shall i call my journey of wonderful wagical wistovery? why Majiik in the library world ofcourse.

and once again....signing off.

Library world - day one

Here I am at my desk working on blogging when i should be out working on morning duties, oh the choices of which type of work to do when you work in a library. To shelve, to serve, to perfect order, to resget, to check-in, to housebound, to train, to blog and sometimes....to work! Ok back to the formal, from this course i hope to learn how to do the web 2.0 with knowledge and confidence and be able to help others to learn the web experience. Now back to the day one... Won't blame it on the wunshine, won't blame it on the woonlight, won't blame it on the wibrary, blame the webolution........*michael jackson impersonates* i just wan't i just wan't i just wan't wontrol wyself, i just wan't i just wan't i just wan't wontrol wyself..... and now.....back to work, til next time....

majiik in the library world...signing off.